Life through semester four.

Living life as normal as it could be. Well at least that's how I think I should live. Living through every week of this sem with the same schedule. Also there is bound to be 1 sleepless night or 2 every week. and its becoming normal.. well its due to me treating my assignments as last minute work. Stupid me.

Yep. that's kinda how life is at the moment. Not to mention eating burger for lunch everyday.
God knows whats going to happen to my kidneys or liver or I don't know what. Can't wait for the end of the semester. Well its already week 7. I'm halfway through. Working on 3 very nice design subjects this semester. 3D Visualization, Multimedia Interface, and Motion Graphic. These subjects have made me realized how useful were my skills,knowledge and experience gained of the semesters. :D Guess I'd be going back around September. Life is as dull as every. But its the same. and its also starting to feel like Johor Bahru except without the homework ;) 

Not been active in initial D lately. Well, except maybe in events. but I've decided I want to save all I can to enjoy once I'm back home in Johor Bahru :D I heard the people back there at Jusco Indah have gotten pretty good. I'd love to race with them when I get back.

lol. yup. :D

It is starting to get tiring though. Travelling everyday. My body is telling my I'm already getting old. But I know what people would say. "Seriously? you're still 19". Well yup I know the difference of how my body behaved when I was in form 5 and now. Pretty different! :/

Shit like this is scaring me and makes me wonder how long I'll live. 

Oh shit.

Well its time to talk about it again. Its suppose to be gone. But Well its still there. Just not moving. Basically, one day I just said "You know what, I think I'm fine with this", and so it ended there. Face it, she's not into me :) Things come and go. Things change. But I'll always drop by just to say hi again.

Yep. There is nothing much to watch this summer.

Well, except that I'm stocking up anime marathons for September sem break. I'm gonna watch Higurashi series, Elfen Lied, and Gosick. Yes I'm pretty late to the party but I could use some good old anime to watch in times like this.

Well that's pretty much it. Installed CS6 btw. Its not much of any help compared to cs5 lol. Alright. See ya later soon again during September!

Holiday in Johor Bahru!

Back in JB, after a long semester 3.. aaah semester 3... it was satisfying.. at the same time.. unsatisfying.. and also regretful.. things were good.. and this were also bad... this semester is a lesson for me not to take my assignments lightly... I for once can't believe how much of an idiot i am until now... not gonna make that happen again... I might try to finish all assignments like someone did in third sem.. :P First of all.. I was really sorry to all my lecturers.. i let them down.. disappointed them.. if i need to punished. i wouldn't mind accepting it.. second... I'd thank all my friends,classmates, and teammates for helping with the group work.. you guys were very good.. where I was... just falling behind... sorry for being a burden... :(

Holiday here is to ease the mind... daily routine here is simple.. you wake up.. you eat.. you do what you want.. evening.. go back home.. eat... chat with friends.. sleep... rinse and repeat..  its as simple as that.. also.. Initial D in Jusco Indah is more dead lately.. hopefully its not me who scared away all of em.. I wish I could start over and re-experience those spine chilling battles... Its really lonely down here.. even with friends.. I miss someone alot.. :(  this place can get very hot.. and get very cold at night.. and very cozy when its raining.. its a place where you could sleep soundly and not care about a thing in the world.. a place to relax and just enjoy yourself.... I take walks here.. listen to music.. go to Jusco play Initial D..  go to my friends house to chill.. There is still more to come.. Not to forget my Flash Animation assignment. I'm not gonna let my lecturer down.... he expects good work and he deserves nothing less than that... hopefully i can achieve what he wants...  

Thats all there is to say here... nothing much.... still enjoying the breeze and the peace here in my place.. but its slowly changing because of the new bus station behind my house and the construction of new houses.... but all and all... its still is.. pretty quiet... nice weather... my home :)

In the heat. Hanging on till its no more.

Its that time of the semester again... where the tension is at its highest. Your thoughts are all about your assignments. Well I can say that I for one accepted the fact that I couldn't finish everything this semester... one thing has to fail.. and its going to hurt a lot. But there is just that one part of me still hoping.. and fighting to hang on... because I want to finish this semester with accomplishment, and no accomplishment comes without a reward.. yep... I always look forward to the end of each semester because I can head back to JB.. those places were the best. So that's what I'm fighting for.

Even when I've calculated the amount of time needed to finish is already long out of range and struggling is useless. There's still a side of me.. which has hope.. well its not bad to have hopes even when everything doesn't seem its going to work out. That's because the only thing we can do is "HOPE" itself. It also, of course... makes us human. That we'd want to see things happen the way we want it.

So. I ain't giving up yet.

Here's a song to motivate.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0V7aUT13qtM

J360! Fight! ROW ROW FIGHT THE POWAH!
DO THE IMPOSSIBLE, SEE THE INVISIBLE.. ROW ROW FIGHT THE POWAH!
TOUCH THE UNTOUCHABLE, BREAK THE UNBREAKABLE
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Interests, Hobbies, Ideals&Dreams.

Well. Today. I will be talking about a few interests, hobbies, and ideals of mine.

First of all, my interests. I have interests like, anime, japanese pop culture, japanese music, Initial D. Many japanese oriented interests, but I also have some other western influenced interests like, photography, writing (diary or blogging but I am considering buying a diary for m
e since I wanna try something, writer). Learning Japanese too! maybe writing in japanese xD

Next, My hobbies. Hobbies are a great thing to spend your time but it depends on the kind of hobbies you have. My hobbies are, surfing the web, playing video games, playing VISUAL NOVELS (I am quite the GOD OF CONQUEST dude in visual novels lol), skyping with friends, and lastly walking around places (jalan-jalan, makan angin) with music in my ears. I go to JB Jusco Indah playing Initial D AS5 with chinese dudes. Those days were the best. The taste of youth at its best. High spirited. being competitive. Just like the young kids we were during childhood

INITIAL D!

Ideals&Dreams. Oh shit. Now this is gonna be a long one. Trust me. Ideals... everyone has em.. not every human being have the same ideal but its can be as great as the other or even not as good as the other. But at the end of the day, everyone has their own measuring scale. Happiness means differently to everyone. I have alot of dreams, Playing the piano like a master. Being on stage playing From Y to Y - Hastune Miku. Have an audience or not, I don't care. I just wanna play on the stage. Now thats just all for self-satisfaction and my interest and obsession for vocaloid, hatsune miku, the piano, and being happy.

The other BIG DREAM is... Live in Japan!

Oh Japan! You might not be the best. But still you are the place to be for me. Just living in Hokkaido, Sapporo. Having a small house rented or apartment. Then having a well payed job. That's enough for me. But, the is a fight for me that I want to carry on. The fight for A position in any of these japanese studios. JC Staff, KEY, TBS, TYPE-MOON, SHAFT, Production I.G. and wish to get more opportunities to create great Japanese animations. Yep. Production Houses or some sort.. I need a clearer view. My aim is still not accurate enough. But at least I know what I wanna do.. seriously.. I believe it will just hit me one day. The final answer to my journey ;D Thats all for now

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Something I didn't thought I'd be interested in.

Now here is something most of the people who know me wont expect me to be interested in. 'PHOTOGRAPHY'. Yep, you read it. Photography. I took up photography in my first semester in Diploma for Multimedia Design at Saito College. Well, Saito College isn't what I expected it to be when I visited it for the first time. But the people here are fine with me, I can never asked for a college with better people than these from my experience. Okay back to topic. At first, when I saw the subject photography. I thought I'm not gonna really like it that much apart from all the fancy cameras and learning how to use it well. But I soon discovered the fun about Photography. Well what is it? I'll tell you. ADVENTURE! TRAVEL! ONE-IN-A-LIFETIME SHOTS! Yes, these are what made me appreciate photography as a whole and enjoyed learning it. Let me show you my adventure of what I saw and captured. Through my lens. ;D

Now this is at SURIA KLCC we had alot of adventures indeed. Oh look here is our group shot of us 8D (not taken by me though)

This is how I found adventure.. starting from KLCC. It was on Friday when I only had 2 hours of sleep, I woke up in the morning and went for Drawing Class. It was tiring. At 1pm, Overhearing my Photography lecturer, he said other class is going to take photos at the THEAN HOU Temple. So i took this oppurtunity to go for double class, going to the temple for the afternoon and then going to KLCC at evening to night for the shots.

Now this is at THEAN HOU Temple. Hot and tiring for the afternoon. I rested around 5pm and our lecturer sorta 'belanja' us drinks. Coke! awww yeah!

So after that I went to LRT station.. travelled to KLCC.. had a small snack dinner in KFC.. bla bla bla took some night shots and then we took our group picuter as I had shown above and went home. Aaahh Home at 11pm, my eyes were tired. Feet weary from walking all day and leaning around various positions to get the right shot. But I got alot of awesome pictures, and I was satisfied. That is how I saw adventure through my eyes. You go out and do it and come back and feel tired and satisfied with what you did.

Also. Some might call this a crush, some calls this puppy love ( is it the same o_O?) as an amateur photographer. She caught my lens. That moment was unforgettable. The moment I looked upon her. I knew I couldn't ignore my feelings.

-PICTURE REMOVED-

I ought to say this but, I believe my heart is hungry for a thing that wont happen. I mean, my future and her future is different. Thus I don't think we'd be staying together forever. But its still driving me nuts at the same time.. That's all for now. I bet this is the first most interesting post I made so far in my blog xD hahaha.

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Back with a short post

I'm back to my blog again... but with just a short post.. alot of things changed since I left.

Troubled Times

In Troubled times..... I keep getting frustrated.. I can't take it no more... Everything I try to do ends up in a BIG MISTAKE . I seriously can't take it anymore.... why is this happening to me.. Why do I keep failing to do simple stuff..... so I even tried to turn to GOD for help... and yet it still isn't enough.. there are still alot more problems to solve.... I keep making mistakes that I lost my self-confidence and because... BECAUSE I was frustrated.. I end up getting angry and then I make even more mistake..... and no one understands me because of how many screwed up things I had done.. ''God, what is going on?'' what is happening? everything is so wrong.. I wan't to make things right...